There
was a convent school near our house called New English School. My parents
thought convent school education would prove best for my future. So they
enrolled me in that school at the age of 4. By the time I passed 2nd class
school got shut down due to some management issues. There was one more convent
school near our house called St. Thomas High School. So I got moved there for
class 3rd. My uniform was a white shirt & dark blue shorts. I liked it. The entire school building had a red slate roof. It had a huge ground and forest around
it. There was a big church inside the school premises. I had made many friends
there and I would get excited to go to school every day. After finishing 4th standard my mom told me I
was going to study in some other school as there was again some issue with that
school. I was shocked by the news as I didn't want to switch schools. I already
had many friends there and I was happy with that school. But it wasn't me who
could decide my fate at that age. Later I came to know the new school in which
I was moved was a Marathi school (vernacular) and not a convent one in which I
was studying.
When we went for the
interview with the principle of that new school I realised, that was next to
the same premises where my first school was. It was the most famous Marathi school
in town, Dravid High School. I was sitting next to my mom in the principles
cabin. He checked my mark sheets and said, 'We cannot enrol him here, he has
studied in English medium till 4th standard and this is Marathi medium school.
If you enrol him here in 5th class he will not understand the language.' I
wanted to tell my mom that he was right but I kept quiet. After a lot of
convincing, the principal agreed on only one condition that if I would fail in
5th class, then they would cancel my admission. My mom promised him that she
would teach me at home. So I got admission in Dravid. The whole building was
constructed in stones, huge playground outside along with an indoor playground.
I hadn't seen such a big school. It was intimidating. There was a big bell
outside principles cabin. After every one-hour school peon uncle would ring the
bell. There were classrooms in a line on the ground floor as well as on the 1st
floor. All the walls were painted with some or other educational stuff. On top
of every classrooms door, name and division of that class were mentioned. A
division was the brightest one and D was the dumbest one. So naturally, I was
allotted, D division.
All the books were in
the Marathi language. Teachers were teaching all subjects in Marathi. I had no
clue what was going on. I would just sit looking at everyone blankly. When the
teacher would ask me questions I had no answers. I was the dumbest in class. It
was like walking through a dark tunnel not knowing anything around. But then a
ray of hope came from the end of this dark tunnel when a teacher came to teach
the English language. He started teaching A, B, C, D... I was shocked to see
why was he teaching that which I had already learned in the 1st class. By the
time I finished 4th class I was writing essays in English. It felt very funny
to me. While kids were busy learning to draw A, B, C, D... I wrote the whole A
to Z and showed it to the teacher. The teacher was taken back and asked me how
did you learn it. So I told him my past golden years. He was surprised to
listen to my story. And he announced in the class that everyone must learn
English from me as I had come from convent school. As days passed by, I
realised kids would not talk to me or play with me. I was suddenly an Outcast
because I was not one of them due to my convent school past. I was away from my
old friends in this hostile environment where I had no friends & no
understanding of subjects taught in Marathi. I would come home crying telling
my mom how much I miss my old school and friends. But there was no option other
than studying and clearing 5th class.
I got focused on my
studies. When everyone in the class would write essays in Marathi I had just
begun to write the alphabets. As there were no friends, I would just keep on
studying in class as well as at home. All I wanted was to pass and not fail. I
didn't even touch the English subject as I was already expert in it. Months
passed and at the end of the year, the day came when we all gathered in our
class to listen to our results. The teacher would call the students by their
roll number which was set alphabetically. He would announce in front of the
class if they passed or fail. My initials were starting from 'S' so I was at
the last. I knew I had given exams well but that was my first exam in the
Marathi language so I was a little scared. My mom was at home praying for my
results. She knew if I fail I would be out of the school. I was waiting for my
turn. One by one student would go there & collect their mark sheets. Few of
them had failed. It would race my heartbeat as I see students who got failed
walking with their head down. I did not want to go home like that to disappoint
my mom. As roll number started coming close to mine I started getting uneasy,
shivering, sweating and heartbeat went racing.
The teacher announced
my roll number and called my name. I got up with all my strength & walked
with my trembling legs. He gave me my mark sheet and offered me a handshake and
said addressing to the class: Sujeet Sabale, Pass and Ranked 1st in the class. I
had no response other than tears. He congratulated me and the whole class stood
up and clapped. That was the first time in my life when I experienced Respect
Journey from being an
Outcast to being Respected was worth the effort.
Tuesday, 5 January 2021
Outcast In Class - School Stories
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